Just somthing else

I just remember somthing else that was really random...sunday nigbt at church i wandered in...sat with Hannah in a whole row by ourselves cos everywhere else was full and THEN we got into worship and oh my gosh the most etch thing happened. My legs started jittering and shaking and they wouldn't stop..i got the most amazing feeling that God was saying to me "welcome home my child you're back where you belong" (hadnt been to church for 2 weeks due to reasons seen below). AND THEN Kristen got up the front and called for us to listen for God and then come fwd..and people started saying stuff about looking more to God etc... it was like it was right to me. So then i got Hannah to pray with me and i was on a bit of a high...but then i just spiralled downwards it was really weird. I should have been feeling great but all i wanted to do was get out. Me and chez had a bit of a session on the way home..discussing etc. SO it was a BIG night but i think i've learnt some stuff which is always good.