tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72534672011-04-22T11:45:53.442+10:00*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.comBlogger141100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1092830247800147802004-08-18T21:55:00.000+10:002004-08-18T21:57:27.806+10:00love is a strange thing... you chase after it until you cant chase anymore, and then when you stop and go in the other direction it turns around and nips you on the bum. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-109283024780014780?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1092736800302223482004-08-17T19:51:00.000+10:002004-08-17T20:00:00.303+10:00Name all of the punk bands that you can... I tried bu the list is rather pathetic... <br />Mest <br />Dashboard Confessionals <br />Thursday <br />Blink 182 <br />Box car racer <br />Good Charlotte <br />Simple Plan <br />Bad religion <br />goldfinger <br />LOL ok so i had some help (cough cough) <br />Sorry thats a pointless (but interesting) excerice. :) I must say I love hands down by dashboard..and for any hard core fans i am AWARE that it is quite old but hey...i still love it. <br /> <br />THE OLYMPICS ARE ON!! and OH MY GOSH i got up at 2:30 this morning to watch the 200 m free! SOOO smug. The four fastest guys in history! It was really quite exciting. WHAT IS exciting actually is how well we're doing! lol i bet we'll go downhill after the swimming etc ends..but you know its just so exciting..especially seeing lots of 'un publicised' people doing great....yeow! <br /> <br />xoxo ciao <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-109273680030222348?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1092209725460584072004-08-11T17:32:00.000+10:002004-08-11T17:35:25.460+10:00Is eating heaps and not being able to stop a disorder? <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Today was one of those annoying days which seem to drag on forever...and ever.... and did i mention ever? <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Someday we'll know why Sampson loved Delilah...someday I'll go dancing on the moon...and somday you'll know that I was the one for you.... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />So take that. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-109220972546058407?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1091941174249575932004-08-08T14:53:00.000+10:002004-08-08T14:59:34.250+10:00How come everyone knows how to link other sites? apart from me? Lol...i'm such a nerd! I couldn't even do it when Beth, queen of the internet, was telling me how too..i am SO in awe. <br />help? anyone? <br />SO...today cam and i were going to see the man on fire movie..and iw as quite excited BUT he was tooo tired to come (cough cough). Okay, so he didn't get home from the B.Cup til like 12 last night but do we REALLY think thats a relevant excuse?? haha. <br />So. I just got back from a very fruitful shopping expidition (new jeans and shoes! yay!) so that was exciting..almost better than seeing that movie lol..of course when cam asks i'm going to make it seem like the best thing in the world. take that! <br />What i would really like to do, however, is eat a rainbow. and i swear thats not random. it's always been a dream of mine...BUT of course it would have to be to this order: <br />red - strawberry <br />orange - orange <br />yellow - bananna <br />green - apple <br />blue - blueberyy <br />purple - mulberry/rapsberry <br /><sigh> <br />PS <br />i am soo in awe of Alice...4 cartialge piercings! wooowwww...i got my first the other day! so exciting. and i know im a nerd..so shh! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-109194117424957593?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1091604943604756412004-08-04T17:26:00.000+10:002004-08-04T17:37:08.060+10:00OK..so beth has just prompted (lol...need i say more?) me to blog again after my lenghty blog drought. Sorry people i cant help that i'm a lazy little so n so! <br />Anywho...where were we? lol in the drama that is my life... <br />SO right now meant to be looking for a map of Warringah Shire AND of warriewood valley (friends! lol love em). <br />I LOVE DANCING!!! LOL sorry just had to say that...seriously. IT, and food and friends and family, are the things that make me happy most of all...too bad im not that great at it...but you know what? As if that really matters. <br />mm i hate being at a loss of words...but its hard to blog when abot 100 other things are going on at the same time! haha...i'm cooking baked potatoes! OH what a cook :) <br />SO this is me sitting here with nothing to say...or shall i say too much to say? lol...i have soo much that i could blabber pon about and get out of the system but i have decided that its probably not quite right to put on the web so sorry guys! <br />ciao xoxo <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-109160494360475641?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1089879958887811642004-07-15T18:20:00.000+10:002004-07-15T18:25:58.886+10:00Have you ever felt NOt hungary but totally glutonous? Well, now i feel sick. I ate the usual cup of frozen peas, then felt strangely un-hungary. But that didn't stop me from consuming 5 choc chip biscuits and 2 slices of bread. WHATS WRONG WITH ME?? <br />BRING on the excercise! <br />So..today was pretty ok..met up with Yusuke at Glenrose..had a bit of a chat, saw Beth Mel and Gemma (funniest girls alive!) then caught the bus home. Oh, last night i found out that in Germany i'm going to be staying in Bavaria (chilly!) in a small rural town. Argh! I'm so scared but also really looking fwd to it aswell. Apparently the girl is about 10 months younger than me..but hopefully we'll get on. <br />Anywhoodle...thats about it just wanted to give the low down. <br />ciao <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108987995888781164?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1089696158743996012004-07-13T15:07:00.000+10:002004-07-13T15:27:46.096+10:00Today has been an unusual day of sorts. Ok, so i didn't exaclty do much..well if anything at all but still. It's the middle of winter and i found myself in my cossie reading a book in the sunshine this morning. Granted, it was quite cool but the sun was warm so i though 'why not?' and it was really quite relaxing. Of course, being dragged out of bed at the unearthly hour of 10 this morning by a complete stranger at the front door did give the day a bit of a kick start. <br />So..following this was a day of eating, tv watching and talking on the phone to Chloe for about an hour...bliss. Actually on that subject i'm going to take a moment to say that i miss her like Crazy :( and i also miss Rory like crazy :( The only difference is that Rory's not actually in the country. Shes in Italy/Germany at the moment! I'm SO jealous..but I'm getting her to get the lowdown on Germany for me lol. <br />Anywhoodle...oh wait~ I want to put an awesom verse ifound in my 'footsteps' book... <br /> <br />MY SOUL FINDS REST IN GOD ALONE; MY SALVATION COMES FROM HIM. HE ALONE IS MY ROCK AND MY SALVATION; HE IS MY FORTRESS, I WILL NEVER BE SHAKEN ~ Psalm 62:1 - 2 <br /> <br />I Will Never Be Shaken.... <br />Ok..so i may not be quite at that place yet cos theres been stuff thats happened lately that has definatly made me at LEAST tremble in my boots...but its a relief to know that nothing can harm me when my faith is in Him alone. Bless. <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108969615874399601?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1088491496459778942004-06-29T16:26:00.002+10:002004-06-29T16:44:56.460+10:00I just remember somthing else that was really random...sunday nigbt at church i wandered in...sat with Hannah in a whole row by ourselves cos everywhere else was full and THEN we got into worship and oh my gosh the most etch thing happened. My legs started jittering and shaking and they wouldn't stop..i got the most amazing feeling that God was saying to me "welcome home my child you're back where you belong" (hadnt been to church for 2 weeks due to reasons seen below). AND THEN Kristen got up the front and called for us to listen for God and then come fwd..and people started saying stuff about looking more to God etc... it was like it was right to me. So then i got Hannah to pray with me and i was on a bit of a high...but then i just spiralled downwards it was really weird. I should have been feeling great but all i wanted to do was get out. Me and chez had a bit of a session on the way home..discussing etc. SO it was a BIG night but i think i've learnt some stuff which is always good. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108849149645977894?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1088491451534734892004-06-29T16:26:00.001+10:002004-06-29T16:44:11.533+10:00I just remember somthing else that was really random...sunday nigbt at church i wandered in...sat with Hannah in a whole row by ourselves cos everywhere else was full and THEN we got into worship and oh my gosh the most etch thing happened. My legs started jittering and shaking and they wouldn't stop..i got the most amazing feeling that God was saying to me "welcome home my child you're back where you belong" (hadnt been to church for 2 weeks due to reasons seen below). AND THEN Kristen got up the front and called for us to listen for God and then come fwd..and people started saying stuff about looking more to God etc... it was like it was right to me. So then i got Hannah to pray with me and i was on a bit of a high...but then i just spiralled downwards it was really weird. I should have been feeling great but all i wanted to do was get out. Me and chez had a bit of a session on the way home..discussing etc. SO it was a BIG night but i think i've learnt some stuff which is always good. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108849145153473489?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1088490963125714412004-06-29T16:26:00.000+10:002004-06-29T16:36:03.126+10:00Ok...so it's quite obvious now that blogging is most probably NOT my thing...but i'll kepp trying! <br />Sooo news... well quite a lot is going on a school recently. Last night we had our year 11 info evening...ARGH I DON"T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO MY WHOLE LIFE IS RUINED! (lol see how LIGHT they make it seem??) <br />FAR OUT someone (cough who shall remain nameless) came up to me today and asked me if i like this guy...ok and now im getting embarassed cos she was liek the third person to ask me! Am i sending out vibes or something? SHEESH KABOB. I just realised that this looks like a cheap American cheerleaders dairy. HELP ME!LOL <br />anyways...i was just reading through an email that Meagan sent out and it was sooo beautiful..."you can't forget the past in fear of the future". <br />Wait now i think about it i think i'm doing the opposite...I'm dwelling TOO much on the past and it's stopping me from moving on to the future. And quite frankly i'm sick of it. <br />This morning i decided that i hate happy dreams. why? because they lie to you and tell you things that are unbeleivable and happy and NEVER going to happen. Ok so i'd rather have happy lieing dreams than ETCH nightmares but still... the dream i had last night made me so happy but then as soon as i woke up i started thinking...and then i got devo cos i know that it aint gonna happen. <br />Am i totally strange? oh well...as i always say "I am one strange cookie" <br />ciao <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108849096312571441?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1087471303178031582004-06-17T21:15:00.000+10:002004-06-17T21:21:43.176+10:00I knew it. I knew i'd be TERRIBLE at this whole blogging business...it's been a whole week since i started. Oh well. I'll get back up to date. <br />Last Saterday night was my sisters 18th party..sooo much fun i cant even believe it. I had my 2 gorgeous chums there with me (gorgeous? huh) and i danced for about 3 solid hours straight..the next day i had my first ever post-party sore feet. V. exciting. I danced with a couple of ... lets say <em></em>amusing<em></em> guys. Have to feel sorry for some of them really. hehe. <br />And THEN we had monday off..long weekend. Thank you queen. So..this week has been pretty average..a bit of school drama, a bit of devo-ness and a bit of me being completely lost. Which isn't that odd actually now i think about it. Now im on the whole' lost' path its a good time to say that i miss my church. I didn't go on Sunday night due to my friends surprise going away to Holland party (SHOULD have seen her face) so now i'm in what i like to call a church withdrawal. and the saddest thing about it is that i wont be able to go this sunday either...family friends confirmation which is actually VERY exciting as i've grown up with her and she became a christian only a year or two ago. i think. Reason for celebration. <br />Right at the moment though I'm really quite devo. I dont really know why. Lets end on that shall we? <br />ciao<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108747130317803158?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1086767680248391252004-06-09T17:54:00.000+10:002004-06-09T17:54:40.246+10:00i just realised i published my first blog twice. i am so embarassed<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108676768024839125?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1086767279058307782004-06-09T17:38:00.001+10:002004-06-09T17:47:59.060+10:00Oh wow I just started my very own blog..and i have absolutly NO idea what to do!! So i'm just going to chat away for a bit and see how i go :) <br />Well...today. Today was an alright day. you know those days that are neither EXCITING nor just completely bodgo? Well today was like that..sure I had some great moments but on the whole nothing spectacular happened to save it from being just another day... <br />I can't believe I'm going on and on about how my day was really quite average. Ok, so I'll stop. <br />Actually, now i'm stopping talking about my day I just remember somthing pretty funny that happened. Alex (new guy) told Rors (1 Best bud) that he liked me! ahh how embarassing but THEN i already new that cos he told me a bit ago but i thought he was joking...actually i still think he's joking...but then Rors went psychs at me cos i hadnt told her before. hehe...classic. <br />Uh oh i just realised..hopfully neither of them will read this lol. I'm definatly going to have to get used to this whole blogging idea...but thanks to Luke who started the idea in my head :D <br />I am SO excited cause yesterday we got our athletic carnival notes..and no, i am not a super freaky athletic person..i cant even run like 100m..but i do love the athletic carnival. Its just a great day od hanging out with my mates, eating, doing some excercise and just having fun...cant wait..hope it doesnt rain!! <br />Anywhoodle...i can't wait to post this so i'm off to do just that...ciao! xoxo<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108676727905830778?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7253467.post-1086767276803526922004-06-09T17:38:00.000+10:002004-06-09T17:47:56.803+10:00Oh wow I just started my very own blog..and i have absolutly NO idea what to do!! So i'm just going to chat away for a bit and see how i go :) <br />Well...today. Today was an alright day. you know those days that are neither EXCITING nor just completely bodgo? Well today was like that..sure I had some great moments but on the whole nothing spectacular happened to save it from being just another day... <br />I can't believe I'm going on and on about how my day was really quite average. Ok, so I'll stop. <br />Actually, now i'm stopping talking about my day I just remember somthing pretty funny that happened. Alex (new guy) told Rors (1 Best bud) that he liked me! ahh how embarassing but THEN i already new that cos he told me a bit ago but i thought he was joking...actually i still think he's joking...but then Rors went psychs at me cos i hadnt told her before. hehe...classic. <br />Uh oh i just realised..hopfully neither of them will read this lol. I'm definatly going to have to get used to this whole blogging idea...but thanks to Luke who started the idea in my head :D <br />I am SO excited cause yesterday we got our athletic carnival notes..and no, i am not a super freaky athletic person..i cant even run like 100m..but i do love the athletic carnival. Its just a great day od hanging out with my mates, eating, doing some excercise and just having fun...cant wait..hope it doesnt rain!! <br />Anywhoodle...i can't wait to post this so i'm off to do just that...ciao! xoxo<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7253467-108676727680352692?l=stephspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*stEph*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06287201697950480739noreply@blogger.com0